Free Blogger: BIG NATURALS - BIGNATURALS was the second marriage for Bill and Cecilia. Cecilia had been married for twenty years to an over controlling man who wanted to make all the life decisions, including when and how to have sex. After one child, they stopped. He insisted she have her tubes tied because he wanted no more children. Cecilia reluctantly did as he wished, but she always regretted it. And after their son left for college, she found life with her husband to be intolerable. He wanted her to dress a certain way and cook a certain way. He was mentally abusive. And their sex life, never lively, further deteriorated into weekly quickies, mainly to satisfy his physical needs. She finally got enough courage to leave him. While she couldn't return to the modeling she loved, she got a job as an office manager in a modeling agency. After a year's separation, they were divorced. She was 49.